I'm sorry to inform you all that I quit. I'd say I'm disappointed in myself for giving up, but you have no idea of the pain I'm feeling right now. My entire body is saying: FUCK YOU. JASMINE (sorry, parents, for the harsh language, dad always says a good explicative here and there is needed to make a point.) But really, it's just screaming at me over and over again. Every gland in my body that excretes anything hates me. I'm entirely congested, can't swallow a thing, I can feel two ear infections coming on, the lymph nodes in my neck feel like baseballs, I feel like every time I cough, I feel like a lung is going to projected out of me, etc, etc. Eating right now, is truly the last of my worries, but I know my body needs all the nutrients it can get. Depriving myself of these things deteriorated my immune system and it's taking all the energy I have to even write this post.
My biggest disappointment, though, is that I don't have anything interesting to write (or complain) about anymore. I know you all don't want to hear a damn thing about my studies, my stupid boy problems and love triangles, or anything else about my, average, every day, college-girl-life. I'll think of something. I know I will. Just give me time. Until then, thank you all for reading and for the support. For all of the ones who opposed me, and this process, you won. Way to go!
Here's to curling up in my bed with millions of blankets, moomoo (my stuffed animal), and Netflix for the upcoming week. Again. Feel free to drop by with good movie suggestions, soup, or even good company. I'll need it.
are you skinny now
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